About My Future in Life
Hi!
I don’t feel very well these days as I get cough and influenza so I spend most of my time in my room. The room is a bit messy at present so I think I’ve to clean it up. Indeed I enjoy spending time in room, making thesis, writing my mind, watching DVD, reading novel. Well yeah I got some jobs, as an editor in a political journal and as a supporting unit person in an influencing NGO, but those jobs doesn’t eat my time. Hei, you know what? I felt down on my way to my office yesterday so now my foot is swollen. I can’t walk properly. So bad!
Btw, when I was working a publication of my journal yesterday, I met some of my senior. Most of them have been working now. I was surprised knowing that finally they choose to be more pragmatic rather than idealist one. Some of them work in Bank or corporate because those are places where they can get money without any difficulty. I knew some who work in NGOs, media, and government or political institution. However, only a few who is become a diplomat and work in department of foreign affairs. And I just realized that fact.
So what about myself? With each passing day, I become more unsure about my future. I knew what I want to do before. But now I get confuse. The certain thing which I want to do is to continue my master degree. Where? Somewhere out of Indonesia. I’ll apply for some scholarships and just go wherever I am accepted. What next? Work. Where? Department of Foreign Affair. Are you sure? Yes, but before I decide to dedicate the rest of my life there I want to work in an institution such as international organization under UN umbrella or in an international NGO for around two years
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| I am 21 now and where should I bring my future? |
Then what about my bf? I talked with him about this last time and I really don’t know where the relations will go as he is far and I don’t think like I want to spend many years in my life by living in Australia. A year or two year is enough, but I couldn’t stand any longer for more than that. I believe that if we are really meant each other, we can be together someday.
That’s it for today. I’ll share you more other things in the future. Have a nice day all!
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