Trust!

Some people choose not to easily trust anybody because they hate disappointment

Or maybe they have had enough disappointment and thus they have to anticipate themselves from being disappointed (again)

Hence some people choose to just believe of whatever other people tell them

They think like this way: I trust you and its positive to trust others, if you lie to me, I might feel disappointed, but I won’t feel guilty because I already put my trust on you, you are the one who broke it. Instead of ruin up my trust, u should preserve it. But no, u don’t!

Well I am just the second kind of person. Although some people do lie on me, but I dun really want to do the same thing, coz somehow I believe that Karma does exist. Sooner or later you’ll feel the same feel like I have right now.

I’ll tell you how I feel right now: it’s uncomfortable being cheated by somebody u already trust!

Um.. more than uncomfortable I think, but anyway u will figure out the right word urself.



Good luck!



O.

The Finish Line

Before went to office today, I got a call from my mom.

She started it with a question “What are you doing?”like always

And then, as she explained me about the accident, she started bursting into tears…

I can’t really hear my mom’s grieve

It really broke my heart

I think the same thing goes to her for she never wants me to get sad

But knowing that my very close niece has just died by a car accident is also really tragic for me

He just came back from Japan as a blue collar worker some years ago

He now got a half Japanese wife and kids

Although we ever lived in the same city

I haven’t seen him for long, maybe like a decade

But still hearing that bad news

That his car hit the big truck, an on job accident, is really awfully painful.

Now all the family is going to the funeral house to make the last speech or to just show their sympathy.

People will talk about him a lot this one week or one month forward.

He will be memorized, yet just for a moment.

Still life goes on.

People will keep busy with their life

Only those who are close to him keep him in mind.

Well, we keep running on uncertain competition

And keep denying that the final line of all those competitions is the death.

And no, you can’t escape it.

You’ll meet it sooner or later

As it is part of life.

So meanwhile u still alive, you should think deeply what is ur mission in life.

Life is not merely about saving all the money you gain and getting a high position in social life.

It’s about what you have learnt and what you have shared to others.

Your life should be beautiful in anyway, it should be useful for others.

You know that you could never enjoy ur life when u life it only for yourself.

For me, I’ll try my best to learn n share what I enjoy the most until the finish line.





Jakarta, 12 April 2012

Ps. Happy 25th Birthday my Big Brother, u r of quarter century now...

Naga Kayu

Hai!

I am in my home rite now. I just got this email from my friend, telling me about our zodiac.This is so funny. Although I hardly believe in that kind of prophecy, but I then figure it out some of it is true. =)

Dimulai	Berakhir	Jenis Unsur
16 Februari 1904	3 Februari 1905	Kayu
3 Februari 1916	22 Januari 1917	Api
23 Januari 1928	9 Februari 1929	Tanah
8 Februari 1940	26 Januari 1941	Besi
27 Januari 1952	13 Februari 1953	Air
13 Februari 1964	1 Februari 1965	Kayu
31 Januari 1976	17 Februari 1977	Api
17 Februari 1988	5 Februari 1989	Tanah
5 Februari 2000	23 Januari 2001	Besi
23 Januari 2012	9 Februari 2013	Air
2024	2025	Kayu
2036	2037	Api

Shio Naga Tanah

Shio Naga Tanah adalah sosok pribadi yang menawan, suka bergaul, dan memiliki dorongan kuat untuk mengontrol keluarga dan masyarakat sekelilingnya. Ia adil dan menghargai pendapat orang, meski dia sendiri tidak sependapat. Ia realistis, mantap dan objektif, meski cenderung menaklukan sesamanya. Ia tegar, kuat bagai batu karang, tenang, tabah, dan perkasa. Kontrol dirinya kuat. Ia tak mau merendahkan martabatnya dengan mendebat orang yang kedudukannya lebih rendah. Namun, bila harga dirinya terusik, ia akn langsung membalas.

Luv,

Olivia