The Free Spirit Soul

Like a bird and fly

No one bothers

And be free

And be nothing



Silent, calm and relax

No one disturb

Find your peaceful



Care nothing about others

Do things you have been wanting to do

Acquire new skills, speak new language, travel to the middle of nowhere

Challenge your self, taste new experience

Could not care less about other’s opinion



Run against the wind

Blow your mind, feel the breeze.

And by the end of the day everything is gonna be alrite

Cause you live your life to the most

With no regret





Olivia

Midnight Rumbling (Part II)

Just like a normal night (for me), I am still wide awake while the clock is ticking to almost 2 am.

So lets just write. Writing is a therapy for me somehow. Anyway I promise myself after my departure to Australia that I will write more. So lets write, even just a random stuff.

Human changes. It is part of the evolution. This is how we survive for thousands years on earth. At first I thought it is just my surrounding changes. But now I totally understand how I have already changed as well.

I have been living by my own since 17 and fully finance myself since 20 so I am pretty independent since younger age.

Consecutively, I am an avid traveler. I have the constant need to see new places. In fact, I also move to different places quite frequent for work or study. So practically, I get use to adapt with new environment and to meet new people. I make friends easy, but I don’t miss people that much once I left the community. In other word, less attachment. I have notice this since few years ago.

It is something which I see as a disadvantage rather than an advantage. Doing everything by my own, make friends with everyone, waving to everyone, start it over again in different places.


In one conversation during my wandering trip to Europe, I asked to someone,

“Do you think you’ll see me again?”

He did not answer.



In other place, in different country, still in Europe, someone said to me,

“I don't think you’ll miss me, you met many people during your trip.”

I did not answer.


Perhaps the reason why a person don’t respond to a particular question or statement is because they don’t quite sure. They just don’t have the rigid answer.

Perhaps you'll enjoy this song as well, just like I do (don't need to answer).

Love, 

Olivia

Midnight Rumbling

Run run run, you might not be able to hide

It is not like playing hide and seek

Because you are inside the labyrinth

You should find the way yourself but He can see where the exit is, while you are totally blind



And so I run, I run from the emotion

I run towards the ambition

But then I am tired

So I stop.



I feel my breath, I am still alive.

So I’ll run again and start it over

But meanwhile, let me just enjoying the moment




I finally end up with the conclusion that there is no single trace of life of one person that I should set as my benchmark.

Everyone is a unique individual with their own unique life.

Everyone has different definition of happiness as well as different way to wave it.

So why would I follow after any particular pathway if it does not neccesaary bring me my happiness.

Just because everyone says it is great it does not always mean it is actually great.

Because everything in this world is a subjective matter, so does my happiness.

Canberra on 1ar July 2014

I might still enjoy exploring your mind, playing with my emotion, perhaps a little bit masochist with my feeling.

It is because I am 25. I feel free to do whatever I want without anybody is holding me back. And it feels sooo good to have that freedom. A privilege that I want to seize to the most.

And of course I am trying to make the best out of my young age, not only for my own sake but also for the positive impact to the society.

Thereafter I would not regret my life.



Canberra, 03th July 2014


Love,

Olivia