What a Sad Day!

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I got a bad experience today. Maybe they are rite, instead of going abroad and doing something else, I should have been focus on my study. I was sad the whole day; it makes me down even until now on. Fortunately I could share it with my bf on Skype and was crying in front of him for about an hour.

I got a lot of jobs though! Working in Indonesia Corruption Watch, volunteer in Philanthropy Organization, Supporting Unit Program in Public Policy Consultant, and Editor for an International Politic journal. That’s all exclude my activity in some organizations. And in a few weeks will travel to Kuala Lumpur, Medan, Canada (perhaps), and Montana. Quit! I need a rest. I need my bf to come here  so we could have our holiday together. I wanna focus on study and not my job. I promise next semester I’ll be focus! I won’t work and will ask money from parents for my daily expands.  

Btw, somehow I suddenly miss Melbourne and remember my experience there with my friends from Campus Christian Movement (CCM).  It is because I heard this song from a movie just now. It brought me to the memory of my first and last (but not least) X-mas in Melbourne. I remember that they made an incredibly awesome hand presentation with the glove and light.

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Who am I by Casting Crowns

Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wandering heart.

Bridge:
Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.

Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again.
Who am I?
That the voice that calmed the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.

Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.


I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.

Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.


I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
I am yours..
I am yours..

 Such a great song, hum?