Thursday 26 April 2012

Bye bye Facebook


Living without facebook is somehow so pleasent.

Though, I dun really need to know what is happening to those miles miles away from me.

Well yes I need to keep in touch.

Hence too much information on facebook just put me down somehow.

It is good right now like this.

Just real close friends.

Yes, I’ll miss those 1.000 something friends on fb

I’ll be back once I am ready.





Kiss,



Olivia

Wednesday 18 April 2012

Electronic Songs

I start listening electronic songs lately as my friend shared his song collections to me last time in Beer Garden.
It seems like I love it so much! Really!

Try to listen this one...


Lights-Saviour

Tuesday 17 April 2012

My Fly

I talked again with one of my close friends from Vietnam. She wrote about me too in her blog .
We dun talk often, but the feeling of we still keep in touch after our last meeting Dec 2009 in Melbourne is really awesome.
She was there, drunk, when my bf proposed me. She was the one who knows detail story of that stupid international party.
I miss that stupid moment, really.
I miss Melbourne and its affection.
I miss her too. 


It's silly I know ;)

Lets Keep The Writing Path


Dear All,

I just protected my other blog and thinking to just write in this blog. The reason is because I realized that I exposed too much of my relationship with my than bf and he is kinda private person so I dun think it is proper to do it. Moreover, I was so deeply in unstabil emotion in 2011 so I have to delete some posts that was too private. I know I kinda extorvert person but I think I have to start making space between private life and public life.

Although I hardly write something in this blog lately but I promise I will write something useful soon. I feel like I am getting better this year thoo. I still have many dreams and I still believe that as long as I keep striving to get it, it’ll somehow come true.



Good day readers.





Lots of Love,



Olivia

Sunday 15 April 2012

Trust!

Some people choose not to easily trust anybody because they hate disappointment

Or maybe they have had enough disappointment and thus they have to anticipate themselves from being disappointed (again)

Hence some people choose to just believe of whatever other people tell them

They think like this way: I trust you and its positive to trust others, if you lie to me, I might feel disappointed, but I won’t feel guilty because I already put my trust on you, you are the one who broke it. Instead of ruin up my trust, u should preserve it. But no, u don’t!

Well I am just the second kind of person. Although some people do lie on me, but I dun really want to do the same thing, coz somehow I believe that Karma does exist. Sooner or later you’ll feel the same feel like I have right now.

I’ll tell you how I feel right now: it’s uncomfortable being cheated by somebody u already trust!

Um.. more than uncomfortable I think, but anyway u will figure out the right word urself.



Good luck!



O.





Thursday 12 April 2012

The Finish Line

Before went to office today, I got a call from my mom.

She started it with a question “What are you doing?”like always

And then, as she explained me about the accident, she started bursting into tears…

I can’t really hear my mom’s grieve

It really broke my heart

I think the same thing goes to her for she never wants me to get sad

But knowing that my very close niece has just died by a car accident is also really tragic for me

He just came back from Japan as a blue collar worker some years ago

He now got a half Japanese wife and kids

Although we ever lived in the same city

I haven’t seen him for long, maybe like a decade

But still hearing that bad news

That his car hit the big truck, an on job accident, is really awfully painful.

Now all the family is going to the funeral house to make the last speech or to just show their sympathy.

People will talk about him a lot this one week or one month forward.

He will be memorized, yet just for a moment.

Still life goes on.

People will keep busy with their life

Only those who are close to him keep him in mind.

Well, we keep running on uncertain competition

And keep denying that the final line of all those competitions is the death.

And no, you can’t escape it.

You’ll meet it sooner or later

As it is part of life.

So meanwhile u still alive, you should think deeply what is ur mission in life.

Life is not merely about saving all the money you gain and getting a high position in social life.

It’s about what you have learnt and what you have shared to others.

Your life should be beautiful in anyway, it should be useful for others.

You know that you could never enjoy ur life when u life it only for yourself.

For me, I’ll try my best to learn n share what I enjoy the most until the finish line.





Jakarta, 12 April 2012

Ps. Happy 25th Birthday my Big Brother, u r of quarter century now...





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